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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Bad things happen in life. But some things make you feel so small like a tiny weeny little creature. It's just hard to describe. I have been really selfish since quite a few days. My subconscious mind somewhere knew this, but the rude, arrogant conscious just did not let sense prevail. But I am totally in my senses now. 
I don't know what to say to all the people whom I have hurt knowingly and some unknowingly.
It's outright evil to hurt people.
I just hope things will be fine soon.

For all that is good in us and for all that is not so bad.. 
Do give me another chance..

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

for a new tomorrow...

Before I could blink my eyes another new year is already here. And I have to start believing that its not some magic quill but myself writing this new year post. Not that new years are not fun, but they kind of make you think, make you plan new resolutions (and the cliched : oh, do they ever get fulfilled !!), making the start of the new year a symbolic ritual, as if sun rising from the east everyday is!!

Anyways, my crazy year started on my birthday and as I had mentioned I have already done quite a few crazy things. 
We ventured out for 45 minutes on the coldest winter day in Chicago. Yep! The temperature was "Feels like -33 degree Celsius"! Fine. Don't believe me. But I know, that one outing gave me a new found (the new found levels were much higher than I earlier had) respect for the armed jawans who guard siachen glaciers. One word that describe the crazy cold is 'Killer'! 
Actually, checking out the frozen Lake Michigan was one of the to do things in our list. It was just a matter of finding some crazy people like me then. Thankfully I did. Not to mention we were the only dumb asses out in that freezing cold. It was the cartoon network type of cold, where wind blows and you just freeze. I had a layer of ice around my muffler, the insides of my nose were filled with frozen snot (its unbelievable, as I thought I had no cold before going out), my bones had gone numb (considering I am quite skinny, do not even imagine :D) and the body was stiff. Anyways, the walk to the lake was alright. The actual adventure began when we started back. With one of my friends reciting the gayatri mantra (its not hilarious!!) and I walking as if in a trance, with only one mission to reach the safety zone. Home sweet home, has been a meaningful phrase since then!

I am watching loads of TV series' these days. I am not a TV person, if you define sitting in front of the television and switching channels randomly as watching TV, then that's another thing. So I have started watching these TV series'. Again, don't gawp at me for the stuff I am going to write. I finally started watching FRIENDS, yes that famous series. And I have reached season 9 ending! Quite a feat. I am also watching Heroes. I also want to start B. R. Chopra's Mahabharat once again. 
Well, friends has been a nostalgic experience. I love Joey (as every other girl loves!). Plus now I know where half the jokes my friends used to crack come from! Ignorance was bliss.
Heroes is more like X men. Interesting and complicated! And I have a weak knee for science fiction.
On the brighter side, next time I meet you I will have 2 more things to talk about at least. Knowledge never goes waste, you see!

I saw Memento. That was one crazy thing for my limited capacity brain. I think after 'Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind', this movie tops my mind numbing movies list. I thought I actually had amnesia for a while. Thank god, I had read reviews earlier, otherwise I was a goner. I think that's how they managed to make money for this one! No one would understand the movie in the first sitting and you would pay at least thrice to give your brain the much needed mental exercise. Its quite a neurological experience. But wait, did I say that, its a directional masterpiece. Best one from Christopher Nolan, after 'Dark Knight' of course. Dark Knight scores for being a well packaged film obviously.

My crazy journey is going fine it seems. And as said I have documented it as well. 
So for the uninitiated, as the new year starts tomorrow (for some of you) I have not just changed positional longitudes, there has been a paradigm shift in my thinking as well. I don't know in which direction though. Hope that's fine!

On this note, I wish you all joy and happiness that lasts an year long. And I also hope we all change inwardly a bit (on the positive side) to make this world a better place to dwell in.
Have a good one :)

nightflier!

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

slumdog millionaire - watch it!!

Slumdog millionaire - awesomeness !!!!!!
It is a supremely wonderful movie. Words are not failing me, but I am searching for the right words. The emotion I am experiencing is a bit difficult to describe. 
Joy comes the closest. Yes! Joy it is. This movie was a thorough experience. So after the initial euphoric phase, I have regained my senses and its back to business.

Let's start with some trivia.
The Director - Danny Boyle - associated with acclaimed movie 'trainspotting'. I think after Mani Ratnam, this is the only guy who has done justice to life of Mumbai. Barring Mira Nair (and a few others) I guess, who had directed 'Salaam Bombay' (I have not seen the movie, so cannot comment). 

Music - Apna A.R. Rehman - He was the fact, that I ever came across the movie. I read somewhere about Rehman giving music to a British movie and my sporadic patriotism got me interested :D

Story - based on a book called Q&A by Vikas Swarup - Well if you know about the book, 1000 points to know the story !!

With the interesting facts in hand, what I am going to tell you is not how good the movie is, but how best it is!! 
First things first, Danny Boyle has chosen everything just perfect. If we start from the cast then, no one fails. It is spotless. I loved Dev Patel. The fearless, truthful underdog, Jamaal Patel, who just knows the answers. 
If I have not stated the fact anywhere else, then I say that Anil Kapoor is a truly underrated star of Bollywood. I say star, because this guy is amazing. He has the charisma, the ability and the style. And he is an equally better actor. As the host of the quiz show he is superb.
Irfan Khan, Saurabh Shukla, Freida Pinto and all others (some are very new names) are ekdum jhakas
Now comes the turn of the kids. They are the essence of the movie. And boy, Mr. Boyle does not fail at all. He has extracted unbelievable performances from kids barely 7 or 8. Then comes the crucial part of getting the exact emotions from teenagers. And since he has been so keen with his choice of people, he has excelled.

The script is simple and it shapes at a steady pace, never giving away more than necessary and culminates into an awesome, triumphant experience, for the audience. You clap at Jamaal's wins, you smile at his honesty, you laugh at the sarcastic jokes and cry at the cruel ways of life, many young kids in India are facing at the risk of losing their innocence. Still the script does not lose its naivety. It does not get involved in any unnecessary stuff. For example, the director has shown life in slums in such a way, that instead of feeling pitiful, you feel as if a part of it. There are some gruesome sequences in the movie, but unbelievably no blood has been shown. I mean imagine a point blank gun shot without any blood splattering or gore. This keeps the movie on highest levels of optimism. Another feather in the hat for Mr. Boyle.
I think loads of thinking and research or may be simple methodical work gives you such refined results.

Cast and direction are the crux for such movies. And both are first class !! :D Rehman's music sets the right tempo. There are many high moments in the movie which have been captured with the right notes.

Again, the movie could have been different in many respects. But with this storyline, I think there could not have been a better portrayal of the triumph of an UNDERDOG. 
This movie touched my chords. So much that I have to read the book and watch Boyle's all other movies.

By the way, just to give you some clues, don't miss the last dance, which comes with the credits. It is something which a kid Jamaal promises Latika :)

A true underdog story.

to each slumdog in us :)
nightflier!!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

favorite quotes

Well its been many days since I wrote "some"thing (except for copied songs and terror attacks and laments). So here's something I have been trying to pen down for a long while now. Again this is a collection of what other people say. A bunch of quotes may be. But I loved them. Anyways, here's the list of my favorite quotes.

The Terminator : I will be back. - terminator 2 judgement day (the conviction in the words makes you trust even the terminator)

Howard Roark : Most people build as they live as a matter of routine and senseless accident. But a few understand that a building is a great symbol. We live in our minds and existence is the attempt to bring that life into physical reality to state it in gesture and form. For the man who understand this, a house he owns is a statement of his life. If he does not build when he has the means, its because his life has not been what he wanted. - The Fountainhead

Howard Roark : But I don't think of you. - The Fountainhead (says this to Ellsworth Toohey)

Calvin : Nothing spoils fun like finding out, it builds character. - Calvin (love that sarcastic undertone)

Louis Vuitton ad - Can there be a greater journey than love ? (the ad features andre agassi and my fav steffi graf :))

Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore : To the well organized mind death is but the next great adventure. - harry potter and the sorcerer's stone

Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore : It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities - harry potter and the chamber of secrets (this quote also appears in book 4, some words here and there)

Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore : Indifference and neglect often do much more damage than outright dislike. - harry potter and the order of the phoenix

Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore : Youth can not know how age thinks and feels. But old men are guilty if they forget what it was to be young. - harry potter and the order of the phoenix

Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore : People find it far easier to forgive others for being wrong than being right. - harry potter and the half blood prince

Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore : It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live. - harry potter and the sorcerer's stone

Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore : In fact being rather cleverer than most men, my mistakes tend to be correspondingly huger. - harry potter and the half blood prince

Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore : Do not pity the dead, Harry. Pity the living, and, above all, those who live without love. - harry potter and the deathly hallows

well, again, it seems I have no life. Only dumbledore!! But these books and rand's writing have been great influences and motivators for me. I will keep adding stuff to this post. I can be a bit lazy on Sunday mornings :)

till then,
wish you all a merry x'mas !!
may the stars watch upon you.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

hazaaron khwaishein aisi..

Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna
Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna

Bavre Se Mann, Ki Dekho Bavri Hain Baatein
Bavre Se Mann, Ki Dekho Bavri Hain Baatein
Bavri Se Dhadkaane Hain, Bavri Hain Saansen
Bavri Si Karwaton Se, Nindiya Door Bhaage
Bavre Se Nain Chaahe, Bavre Jharokhon Se, Bavre Nazaron Ko Takna.
Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna

Bavre Se Is Jahan Main Bavra Ek Saath Ho
Is Sayani Bheed Main Bas Haathon Mein Tera Haath Ho
Bavri Si Dhun Ho Koi, Bavra Ek Raag Ho
Bavri Si Dhun Ho Koi, Bavra Ek Raag Ho
Bavre Se Pair Chahen, Baavron Tarano Ke, Bavre Se Bol Pe Thirakna.
Bavra Mann, Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna

Bavra Sa Ho Andhera, Bavri Khamoshiyan
Bavra Sa Ho Andhera, Bavri Khamoshiyan
Thartharati Low Ho Maddham, Bavri Madhoshiyan
Bavra Ek Ghooghta Chahe, Haule Haule Bin Bataye, Bavre Se Mukhde Se Sarakana,
Bavra Mann, Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

A point here and there ..

2 days after the Mumbai horror, I am still reading a lot of stuff, a whole bunch of articles, surfing through news channels. I really don't hate anyone or any particular community for what happened, but I kind of hate that so many brave people lost their lives.

A really good and interesting artical here by Arun Shaorie, Rajya Sabha MP and someone who can be trusted with authentic information.
I have given direct link here. 

Came across Karan Johar's blog as well through Youthcurry. As a thinker he also puts a very good point. We need to make peace with ourselves, in our daily lives, with our dear ones to wish for outer peace.

Exactly, the thing which is coming in my mind since this incident 'What we achieve inwardly, will change outer reality'. If we all yearned for this, may be, one day the world will be a lot better place to live in, than it is right now! If each one of us, the tiniest speck of the larger picture, did this, may be we would be more peaceful.

As far as the political system and will is concerned, I don't care much. Actually they stopped mattering to me since those train blasts. I will go to the extent of saying that, I wonder how we even make stupid mistakes of electing them. I think we need a central system, reporting only to one responsible (not any home minister, of course!!) person and making all the decisions. It would be so cool to see those terrorists nabbed and may be then we can talk about human rights and all that jazz!! I think I will make them dance to Mithun tunes, to make it even harder for them. Get some sense into these overtly senseless people.
Is anyone game to teach them the lesson of their lives ?
Then, you so much have company mate.

Long live zindagi,
nightflier :)